Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Wars...
I realize now that I was Cain’s only true friend at all… I was his angel, and I remember spending most of my summer vacation –after my 7th grade school year- at his home, to play with his sons. He even told my grandma, that he liked having me there. My grandma then exaggerated, and said it was because I was playing with his sons, and that was the reason why he liked me coming over. I was a gay guardian for him, and he knew it. I was God in his eyes. Brit's album has flopped. It debuted at #2 and it is now in the #40's. I always knew that when she got popular, that it was only for a matter of time. Her record sales declined with every album she released since her first.It's funny that her debut sold great in 1999, and she was this big star -allegedly- and then her record sales were less for her in 2000, when her second album came out. THEN her third album in 2001, only sold 4 million copies. In the Zone sold 2 million copies, and then her greatest hits album sold 1 million. NOW Blackout hasn't even went gold at all! And it has dropped badly. I love her and her music, but she can't sing or dance well... She's also a bad musician!!!
Dedi
I realized that my Uncle Cain was gay… He died three years ago. I loved me in a way which he didn’t love his own sons. He knew I was gay, and liked that fact that I would one day lived my life, the way he wished he lived his.
You see, when he was a young his parents told him to marry a woman, because being with a man was a sin. He ended up marrying my aunt, who just happened to like him. I didn’t want to settle down with her. To supplement his gay sides, he had many boyfriends on the side.
It’s funny how he would just leave in the afternoon, and tell his wife that he was out doing errands. When he didn’t really work in the afternoon. He actually dated a man who was blonde, young and handsome, and they had some wild ass sex… The kind that gay pornos feature. Even my cousin said she woke up and walked in the kitchen and noticed he was watching a gay porno.
My uncle was a pornographer in life. His union with my aunt helped me to realize why he was so resentful to her 3 daughters, from previous marriages. He loved his natural sons, but he was rough to his stepdaughters. He was a man in hurt, and I didn’t realize this growing up. Actually I did, but I couldn’t figure it out. My cousins would say that their stepdad was mean to them, and the he didn’t love them or claim them.
I thought that was awful. But I realize now that he was gay and wanted freedom. Another thing I would like to talk about?! In high school, my uncle’s oldest teenage stepdaughter, moved in with my family, because she claimed he molested her. Now this seems horrible, but what I find unusual is that, he has 3 stepdaughters which he raised. He NEVER once touched anyone of them growing up- (Very Dynasty/Alexis Carrington)!! But out of no where, the oldest get’s touched??? Sounds ODD?
It doesn’t help that he was into watching porn. But he never once molested any of his kids growing up? But take this: my cousin Mara (his oldest stepdaughter), was molested by her previous stepdad. Could it be that, Mara came on to Cain out of lust, and Cain rejected her, thus causing her to use the molestation card??? Also, when Mara moved in with my family, she refused to take this matter to court??? My mom was willing to support her court case, and she even offered to get her an attorney? But for some reason, Mara refused…
Also, when she lived with us, she used to sneak her boyfriend into their room and make out with him! I feel that Mara was promiscuous, and out of revenge wanted to seduce Cain. Why? Because she hated living with a lazy homebody mom – who collected welfare- and a dad, which never saw her as a daughter? Cain never really saw her as a daughter, so she didn’t mind just being his call girl. He rejected her seduction and she cried and called up my mom, claiming that Cain molest her.
My last evidence comes from the fact. 2 years after living with us, Mara and her friend Bri went to her mom’s home to decorate a tiny tree for her sisters. Cain was there and he told her off…according to her. This was the story, which my mom told me. Now I believe that he was mean to her, but not as bad as she claimed. I feel that he treated her badly because he was still pissed at her accusations. All of this makes sense.
Also, I know a gay man when I see one…I think that Cain always had a thing for me. I’m flattered! The man was fat, but fine. He has a fat round tight ass, and I found it hot, especially when I saw him in his underwear!!! I bet he got off on me looking at him!
Cain was gay, and now he is dead. Let me tell you one factor of evidence about his death, which confirmed he slept around and wasn’t protecting himself. Any person of any sexuality can get STDs. Keep that in mind. Okay…4 years ago, Cain went to visit his son at college in Arizona. He got stung by a bee, which left a mark on his head.
His wife claimed that this sting, lead him to get sick. A bee sting doesn’t do that. But with every passing month he got sicker and sicker. OKAY…don’t you think that if dangerous bees like this existed in Arizona, that there would be a state epidemic and some kind of quarantine procedure? None of that happened. He just got sicker and sicker from the sting- according to my aunt.
Now, 1 year prior to the sting, he worked with a fishing company out at the port! My dad told me, that Cain was having an affair with someone there. I don’t know how my dad found this out, but I’ll tell you this… My dad and Cain were like brothers, and I feel that Cain confided in my dad about the truth between him and Mara. Also, I feel he confided in my dad about his sexuality.
Okay! If that is the case, then my dad would’ve known about his affair at the port, and he would’ve known that it was with a guy??? I believe that Cain had unprotected sex with a man –in Arizona- and caught HIV? Why? Because during this last years on earth, he went from very fat the very thin. A bee sting doesn’t do that?!
The man died of AIDS!!!
You see, when he was a young his parents told him to marry a woman, because being with a man was a sin. He ended up marrying my aunt, who just happened to like him. I didn’t want to settle down with her. To supplement his gay sides, he had many boyfriends on the side.
It’s funny how he would just leave in the afternoon, and tell his wife that he was out doing errands. When he didn’t really work in the afternoon. He actually dated a man who was blonde, young and handsome, and they had some wild ass sex… The kind that gay pornos feature. Even my cousin said she woke up and walked in the kitchen and noticed he was watching a gay porno.
My uncle was a pornographer in life. His union with my aunt helped me to realize why he was so resentful to her 3 daughters, from previous marriages. He loved his natural sons, but he was rough to his stepdaughters. He was a man in hurt, and I didn’t realize this growing up. Actually I did, but I couldn’t figure it out. My cousins would say that their stepdad was mean to them, and the he didn’t love them or claim them.
I thought that was awful. But I realize now that he was gay and wanted freedom. Another thing I would like to talk about?! In high school, my uncle’s oldest teenage stepdaughter, moved in with my family, because she claimed he molested her. Now this seems horrible, but what I find unusual is that, he has 3 stepdaughters which he raised. He NEVER once touched anyone of them growing up- (Very Dynasty/Alexis Carrington)!! But out of no where, the oldest get’s touched??? Sounds ODD?
It doesn’t help that he was into watching porn. But he never once molested any of his kids growing up? But take this: my cousin Mara (his oldest stepdaughter), was molested by her previous stepdad. Could it be that, Mara came on to Cain out of lust, and Cain rejected her, thus causing her to use the molestation card??? Also, when Mara moved in with my family, she refused to take this matter to court??? My mom was willing to support her court case, and she even offered to get her an attorney? But for some reason, Mara refused…
Also, when she lived with us, she used to sneak her boyfriend into their room and make out with him! I feel that Mara was promiscuous, and out of revenge wanted to seduce Cain. Why? Because she hated living with a lazy homebody mom – who collected welfare- and a dad, which never saw her as a daughter? Cain never really saw her as a daughter, so she didn’t mind just being his call girl. He rejected her seduction and she cried and called up my mom, claiming that Cain molest her.
My last evidence comes from the fact. 2 years after living with us, Mara and her friend Bri went to her mom’s home to decorate a tiny tree for her sisters. Cain was there and he told her off…according to her. This was the story, which my mom told me. Now I believe that he was mean to her, but not as bad as she claimed. I feel that he treated her badly because he was still pissed at her accusations. All of this makes sense.
Also, I know a gay man when I see one…I think that Cain always had a thing for me. I’m flattered! The man was fat, but fine. He has a fat round tight ass, and I found it hot, especially when I saw him in his underwear!!! I bet he got off on me looking at him!
Cain was gay, and now he is dead. Let me tell you one factor of evidence about his death, which confirmed he slept around and wasn’t protecting himself. Any person of any sexuality can get STDs. Keep that in mind. Okay…4 years ago, Cain went to visit his son at college in Arizona. He got stung by a bee, which left a mark on his head.
His wife claimed that this sting, lead him to get sick. A bee sting doesn’t do that. But with every passing month he got sicker and sicker. OKAY…don’t you think that if dangerous bees like this existed in Arizona, that there would be a state epidemic and some kind of quarantine procedure? None of that happened. He just got sicker and sicker from the sting- according to my aunt.
Now, 1 year prior to the sting, he worked with a fishing company out at the port! My dad told me, that Cain was having an affair with someone there. I don’t know how my dad found this out, but I’ll tell you this… My dad and Cain were like brothers, and I feel that Cain confided in my dad about the truth between him and Mara. Also, I feel he confided in my dad about his sexuality.
Okay! If that is the case, then my dad would’ve known about his affair at the port, and he would’ve known that it was with a guy??? I believe that Cain had unprotected sex with a man –in Arizona- and caught HIV? Why? Because during this last years on earth, he went from very fat the very thin. A bee sting doesn’t do that?!
The man died of AIDS!!!
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Well I just watched Starrbooty to cheer me up! I realize it's a campy feel good movie! Ru did her job at making this film great! There are so many funny moments. The dress up scene, when Starr dresses up to be a hooker if hott! I’m almost done watching Bedroom Eyes, and it get’s hotter and hotter!
I’m a telepath. I know so many closet gay Mormon men here at school. I can sense their fear and pain of their truth. They’re not strong like me, when it comes to being out! Sometimes I have to relax that I’m not having a bad day, but just sensing their pain!
I really want red hair late next year. I want Reddest Copper Red by Miss Clairol. But I also want to have blonde hair?! Red is my favorite color to dye my hair! Maybe I will be pleased with caramel blonde?! Feria has a really cool color called, Caramel Kiss! I’ve been wanting to use that color in my hair for a long time, and I think that’s it time to put it to good use!
I’m a telepath. I know so many closet gay Mormon men here at school. I can sense their fear and pain of their truth. They’re not strong like me, when it comes to being out! Sometimes I have to relax that I’m not having a bad day, but just sensing their pain!
I really want red hair late next year. I want Reddest Copper Red by Miss Clairol. But I also want to have blonde hair?! Red is my favorite color to dye my hair! Maybe I will be pleased with caramel blonde?! Feria has a really cool color called, Caramel Kiss! I’ve been wanting to use that color in my hair for a long time, and I think that’s it time to put it to good use!
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