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Never Go Home Again

I'll never go home again
I'll never go home again
I'll never go home again

What is important for me to know about myself:

Dark blonde
American
Spiritual

Well I just woke up from a horrid sleep 4 hours ago. I feel good. God has been taking away a lot of my pain. My weight lost, is doing great. I’m nocturnal, which implies that I’m Post-Meridian.

My whole soul celebrates the night. I hope, that I can find a wonderful night job, after I have finished college?

I love life…it sucks at times, but my God is there to feed me. Most people wouldn’t survive at night, but I will. I want to live in night switch.

Sleep in the day, live by the night...

Believe in yourself people. I know it’s hard, when guilt and power gets you down. But you’ll make it. I know I will…

There's a home for you here

Where love is unconditional

Go to the light, never say never

Pop

I never realized how much Mommie Dearest, has influenced popular cinema? I am watching it now, and it kills me just how, this film is copied into so many dramas- in order to give it camp appeal!

I think it’s odd, that people take this movie so seriously! It’s funny! BTW: What is normal. Functionalist's base their studies on an idealist culture...which BTW doesn’t exist. The whole world is based on ideals, which BTW are made up. What is a boy, girl, man, woman? What is normal? Be genuine people. Labels are labels.

Scott Douglas -in the movie, Our Mother's Murder- is totally based upon Joan's persona from Mommie Dearest. This is just one example, of how this film has helped in the camp of many films...

I think that the real Joan lived a very victimized life. In the end, she is the hero of MD. She is medicated and possible a criminal on the run? Overall, I think she was a great actor.

Have fun...

Yes I think that Hillary should’ve won the election, but everytime a new Pres. is chosen, it’s always predetermine! I really couldn’t doubt that Obama was going to win? CNN totally snubbed Clinton and made an ass out of their own network, by only presenting the public with showings of Obama and McCain.

McCain is a right-winger, not to mention he supported Prop. 8. I’m fine with Obama being Pres., but I HATE the people keep referring to him, as the 1st Black President. That’s the last thing we need right now. He supports gay rights, and I love that!

I’m glad that Obama won over McCain. I can't believe that, this guy had the nerve to STILL get into the White House, by trying to be Vice Pres.? I hope he will realize, that it’s OVER fro him!!! Anyway, Spirit Animals are all that! Here are mine:

Hawk Messenger, intuition, victory, healing, nobility, recollection, cleansing, visionary power, and guardianship

Horse Freedom, stamina, mobility, the land, travel, power, and freedom.

Owl Deception, clairvoyance, insight, messenger.

Lion wisdom and power. the abilities of heart-centered leadership.

Raven the messenger, make changes in the way you perceive things and gives you the ability to see what has to be changed.

Unicorn the ability to make your dreams come true.

Bouts!

I can understand why boys at young ages, go through the underwear staining era? Some boys feel that bowel movements are horrid and they hold it in sometimes. Basically many boys have bouts with bowels. Why? Because at a young age, they realize that intimacy can be done in the anal area, once they become consenting adults.

As a boy I didn't like going myself. Then as a teen, it was an intrigue to do the act. Now, as a mature man, I realize that all my bouts, were just about me growing up and learning about my persona.