I just finished an incredible story for my English class. It was the Gimpel. I loved it! You can Google it if you want. But it says so much about me and my feelings of love right now. My love for that special person is unconditional. Meaning that after people have trampled them down in the mud, I will be there to pick him up. That’s how my love goes.
Love is sacrifice, pain and picking up the one you love from the fire of shame and hate. That’s me. Reading this story has convinced me that my English teacher has provided good books for me to read and learn from.
Seriously...who gives a damn, if I misinterpreted this dellusional saga anyway?! Lifeee...
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Foundation
I realize that when I feel life is down for me, that it's Karma, letting know that I will get rich quick. For the last 9 days, I have been hating myself for being gay, loving Larry and so many other things. I realized that trials are given to me to strengthen my belief in Heavenly Father. Without trials, I will never grow.
I realized that no one is perfect. Many times when I sit in church, I feel like the speakers are preaching to me. THEY ARE, and that's now why you attend church. Church is a school, where you take what you learned and explore it for yourself. Many speakers at my church just preach and tell you that you have to do this and that, or you'll go to hell.
It desensitizes me when speakers preach and not just instruct. Let the saints explore... They will never learn, unless they do.
I realized that no one is perfect. Many times when I sit in church, I feel like the speakers are preaching to me. THEY ARE, and that's now why you attend church. Church is a school, where you take what you learned and explore it for yourself. Many speakers at my church just preach and tell you that you have to do this and that, or you'll go to hell.
It desensitizes me when speakers preach and not just instruct. Let the saints explore... They will never learn, unless they do.
Monday, August 27, 2007
In school
Well I am in colllege again and I am finally ready to kick ass. Myspace has been blocked from my school, so I have decided to have a side blog here in this site. Well, I my hair is bright red and I am happy. I have reconnected with Heavenly Father, and things are going to go much better for me. I plan to finish my degree, and move on with life.
I decided that I am from now on going to used Vive Pro for color-treated hair. This Biolage knock-off stuff I'm using is useless. It doesn't repair my hair at all. I also decided to stop coloring my hair this coming January. I'll color my hair again in June.
I want to start all over again with a head of natural hair. We'll just see if that will really happen though?
I decided that I am from now on going to used Vive Pro for color-treated hair. This Biolage knock-off stuff I'm using is useless. It doesn't repair my hair at all. I also decided to stop coloring my hair this coming January. I'll color my hair again in June.
I want to start all over again with a head of natural hair. We'll just see if that will really happen though?
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