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Crimes of Passion! Hi people, I am so happy to blog much lately! I usually avoid my blogs, unless I have something to tell you all! I left the Lil’Kim Zone Forum two days ago. I tried to post something and I kept getting an error message. I saw that as a sign from God to leave that board and move on with life… For the past 18 months, that board has become filled with evil members, who do nothing but severely pick on you. I had to fight members week after week!
Anyway most of the members are black….and they have helped me to realize that blacks still hate the success or differences of any other black people. They’re still stuck in that black phase. Any fan of Kim knows that she has had many surgeries in the past years. When she first came on the scene, she had a black nose and sported her black hair.
But then she started bleaching her hair blonde and getting real thin. Then she began dying her hair different colors and just changing her look, which included her nose. Kim claims that she got her nose fixed because her ex broke it. That’s how her nose became thin in the first place. Then got it fixed again, because her ex broke it again! This leads to my point. Since then, fans on LKZ has been hating on her for her nose. They say that she needs to lose weight and fix the alleged dents in her nose. (She has a normal contoured nose, which just happens to look thin and “white”)
You see I’ve seen streaming media of her online, and her nose looks contoured but NOT dented! This is the thing. Most of those black LKZ members hate on Kim for being successful. They like to make fun of her nose, for having so-called dents? Yet, many white people with noses have dents!!! And you see, that’s where the prejudice lies. Many white people have dents in their nose!
The LKZ members, who are black, don’t like the fact that Kim is a black woman with a white nose, and they refuse to open their minds to that fact. Instead they would like to make fun of her, for being really beautiful with a pretty nose! It’s not dented and it’s not hideous in anyway.
Well I went to the porn shop yesterday and purchased The Intern. I was welcome by this bi-guy, and I smiled and continued into the store. “Excuse me”, he says. I had to leave my bag with him, because he was afraid that I would steal PORN!!! I love porn, but why the hell would any decent person steel it?! Dumb as bitch. I think he was just trying to get my attention, because he had a crush on me.
Anyway, the last time I was in that store, the worker was nice to me…But like I said, he wanted me and chose to be mouthy! Oh well he kissed my ass, while I paid for my films…
Anyway I bought The Intern and this 3.99 5 hour gay fuck compilation… I have watched Intern so far and I love it! I’ve watched the first 4 scenes, and so far the scene with Christian Cruise was the hottest. He has a nice tan supple body. It’s all hairless and his ass is like two hot buns. He loves moaning with a high voice, and he loved getting fucked by Ben Andrews with his big cock!
I believe that there is about 3 scenes left. But that video brought me happiness, and it is exactly what I need. There is one double side black plastic dildo scene which is hott!
Anyway, I love porn, and I think that Gay Porn is the healthiest industry in Adult Films.
Well I have lost a lot of weight, and now I fitt into a 2x shirt. I hope you all like my story!!!'
Well I have red hair right now, and it will be blonde very soon... I am going to used Matrix Shade Memory Blonde conditioner! It will be hott!
Well today, I went and watched One Missed Call, and I really enjoyed viewing it! I really just went to the theatre to watch any movie they had. But I always try to choose thrillers. I just picked it, because of the name. My psychic sided told me that it was scary.
In peace I ate my cummy Act 3 popcorn. My god, I finished the large sized bad, before the film even started. But I drank my fruit/cum bunch mixed beverage well into 1/4 of the film. I’ve been craving real popcorn for a real long time!
Anyway! This film chilled me with every step of its horror. I didn’t really get the ending, but it did end in a good way! The lead man was very handsome!!! I just wanted to kiss him! But I was comfortable watching this film, and it has been years since I’ve enjoyed a film in a BIG hole! But afterward, I got a headache, and I felt so woozy at McDonald’s. I sat at that table after I ate, and waited for this rising headache to leave me. At word of it; I felt better since it just went away.
But then I felt like an ocean storm was going on inside of me. After the film, I took two Ibuprofen tablets, and that would explain why I kept falling asleep... Overall I had a great day, and I bought all my blonding hair products from Regis. Yep, I’m going com bleach blond -as always since I'm a cheap tramp/slut in heels- in March. I’m also coloring my hair Feria Blonde Starlet. Here I bought these (products) for my hair:
Regis So Silver shampoo 8.5 oz.
Matrix Shade Memory Blondes Daily Conditioner 13.5oz
Matrix Shade Memory Blondes Foam Conditioner Coolhttp://www.matrixbeautiful.com/products/shade_memory/blondes.aspxRedken Smooth Down Butter Treat Smoothing Treatment 8.5 ozhttp://www.redken.com/products/displayProduct.cfm?p=627AND my haircolor will be:L'Oreal Feria Multi-Faceted Shimmering Colour 3x Highlights, Permanent, Starlet 110http://www.drugstore.com/products/prod.asp?pid=26843&catid=28903
I realize now that I was Cain’s only true friend at all… I was his angel, and I remember spending most of my summer vacation –after my 7th grade school year- at his home, to play with his sons. He even told my grandma, that he liked having me there. My grandma then exaggerated, and said it was because I was playing with his sons, and that was the reason why he liked me coming over. I was a gay guardian for him, and he knew it. I was God in his eyes. Brit's album has flopped. It debuted at #2 and it is now in the #40's. I always knew that when she got popular, that it was only for a matter of time. Her record sales declined with every album she released since her first.It's funny that her debut sold great in 1999, and she was this big star -allegedly- and then her record sales were less for her in 2000, when her second album came out. THEN her third album in 2001, only sold 4 million copies. In the Zone sold 2 million copies, and then her greatest hits album sold 1 million. NOW Blackout hasn't even went gold at all! And it has dropped badly. I love her and her music, but she can't sing or dance well... She's also a bad musician!!!
I realized that my Uncle Cain was gay… He died three years ago. I loved me in a way which he didn’t love his own sons. He knew I was gay, and liked that fact that I would one day lived my life, the way he wished he lived his.
You see, when he was a young his parents told him to marry a woman, because being with a man was a sin. He ended up marrying my aunt, who just happened to like him. I didn’t want to settle down with her. To supplement his gay sides, he had many boyfriends on the side.
It’s funny how he would just leave in the afternoon, and tell his wife that he was out doing errands. When he didn’t really work in the afternoon. He actually dated a man who was blonde, young and handsome, and they had some wild ass sex… The kind that gay pornos feature. Even my cousin said she woke up and walked in the kitchen and noticed he was watching a gay porno.
My uncle was a pornographer in life. His union with my aunt helped me to realize why he was so resentful to her 3 daughters, from previous marriages. He loved his natural sons, but he was rough to his stepdaughters. He was a man in hurt, and I didn’t realize this growing up. Actually I did, but I couldn’t figure it out. My cousins would say that their stepdad was mean to them, and the he didn’t love them or claim them.
I thought that was awful. But I realize now that he was gay and wanted freedom. Another thing I would like to talk about?! In high school, my uncle’s oldest teenage stepdaughter, moved in with my family, because she claimed he molested her. Now this seems horrible, but what I find unusual is that, he has 3 stepdaughters which he raised. He NEVER once touched anyone of them growing up- (Very Dynasty/Alexis Carrington)!! But out of no where, the oldest get’s touched??? Sounds ODD?
It doesn’t help that he was into watching porn. But he never once molested any of his kids growing up? But take this: my cousin Mara (his oldest stepdaughter), was molested by her previous stepdad. Could it be that, Mara came on to Cain out of lust, and Cain rejected her, thus causing her to use the molestation card??? Also, when Mara moved in with my family, she refused to take this matter to court??? My mom was willing to support her court case, and she even offered to get her an attorney? But for some reason, Mara refused…
Also, when she lived with us, she used to sneak her boyfriend into their room and make out with him! I feel that Mara was promiscuous, and out of revenge wanted to seduce Cain. Why? Because she hated living with a lazy homebody mom – who collected welfare- and a dad, which never saw her as a daughter? Cain never really saw her as a daughter, so she didn’t mind just being his call girl. He rejected her seduction and she cried and called up my mom, claiming that Cain molest her.
My last evidence comes from the fact. 2 years after living with us, Mara and her friend Bri went to her mom’s home to decorate a tiny tree for her sisters. Cain was there and he told her off…according to her. This was the story, which my mom told me. Now I believe that he was mean to her, but not as bad as she claimed. I feel that he treated her badly because he was still pissed at her accusations. All of this makes sense.
Also, I know a gay man when I see one…I think that Cain always had a thing for me. I’m flattered! The man was fat, but fine. He has a fat round tight ass, and I found it hot, especially when I saw him in his underwear!!! I bet he got off on me looking at him!
Cain was gay, and now he is dead. Let me tell you one factor of evidence about his death, which confirmed he slept around and wasn’t protecting himself. Any person of any sexuality can get STDs. Keep that in mind. Okay…4 years ago, Cain went to visit his son at college in Arizona. He got stung by a bee, which left a mark on his head.
His wife claimed that this sting, lead him to get sick. A bee sting doesn’t do that. But with every passing month he got sicker and sicker. OKAY…don’t you think that if dangerous bees like this existed in Arizona, that there would be a state epidemic and some kind of quarantine procedure? None of that happened. He just got sicker and sicker from the sting- according to my aunt.
Now, 1 year prior to the sting, he worked with a fishing company out at the port! My dad told me, that Cain was having an affair with someone there. I don’t know how my dad found this out, but I’ll tell you this… My dad and Cain were like brothers, and I feel that Cain confided in my dad about the truth between him and Mara. Also, I feel he confided in my dad about his sexuality.
Okay! If that is the case, then my dad would’ve known about his affair at the port, and he would’ve known that it was with a guy??? I believe that Cain had unprotected sex with a man –in Arizona- and caught HIV? Why? Because during this last years on earth, he went from very fat the very thin. A bee sting doesn’t do that?!
The man died of AIDS!!!
Well I just watched Starrbooty to cheer me up! I realize it's a campy feel good movie! Ru did her job at making this film great! There are so many funny moments. The dress up scene, when Starr dresses up to be a hooker if hott! I’m almost done watching Bedroom Eyes, and it get’s hotter and hotter!
I’m a telepath. I know so many closet gay Mormon men here at school. I can sense their fear and pain of their truth. They’re not strong like me, when it comes to being out! Sometimes I have to relax that I’m not having a bad day, but just sensing their pain!
I really want red hair late next year. I want Reddest Copper Red by Miss Clairol. But I also want to have blonde hair?! Red is my favorite color to dye my hair! Maybe I will be pleased with caramel blonde?! Feria has a really cool color called, Caramel Kiss! I’ve been wanting to use that color in my hair for a long time, and I think that’s it time to put it to good use!
