I realize that when I feel life is down for me, that it's Karma, letting know that I will get rich quick. For the last 9 days, I have been hating myself for being gay, loving Larry and so many other things. I realized that trials are given to me to strengthen my belief in Heavenly Father. Without trials, I will never grow.
I realized that no one is perfect. Many times when I sit in church, I feel like the speakers are preaching to me. THEY ARE, and that's now why you attend church. Church is a school, where you take what you learned and explore it for yourself. Many speakers at my church just preach and tell you that you have to do this and that, or you'll go to hell.
It desensitizes me when speakers preach and not just instruct. Let the saints explore... They will never learn, unless they do.
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