My New Testament has become a boring class for me. It’s a 2 hour class with a 10minute break in between. I am trying to love positive with no stress in my mind. It's hard since habits are hard to break. But why should I be unhappy? My life is going great, and I'm accomplishing things. Actually I am improving my acting and singing abilities.

Yes it's true, my weight still hasn’t gone down to what I wish it would be, but I'll get there soon. In the meantime all I can do is grieve for my big body, which still isn't thin. Perhaps I'll go walking on Friday? Yeah I'll do that, but I'll need to rest in the afternoon for it! Yes I will have violet black hair from January to April of next year.

Then I will decolorize my hair, and then just grow it out. The in August, I will color my hair ash blonde. I hope that it will turn out to be a medium to light color.

Actually this is my plan for having ash blonde hair. As far as taking care of my hair. This plan can change in the future. Here it the plan:


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