Reinventing me hasn’t been easy lately. I’ve had to deal with trials in the last year, which has crippled me! Hateful/racist relatives, dark witchcraft and homphobism! I left my church 2 years ago. It caused me to distance myself from my parents from August to December of 2008.
The truth be told, they just didn’t understand that I have my own beliefs about God! I believe that God is all love, and doesn’t send people to hell! I believe there is a literal heaven, but you don’t have to go there, once you die!
These trials set me back, so that I was blinded. I forgot my real mission in life. Actually I lost my hope of my legacy…to my gays! I stopped dying my hair –which left me heavily and emotionally depressed- and just gave up on life. I forgot how bright life was! The only thing I did to my hair was relax it!
The truth be told, not everyone believes in God! I have to remember that! People have no problem living lies in their life! I love God. In January I began to pick up the pieces. I lost my faith in God! Why would a loving God cause so much pain in my life?! I now realize that my trials and challenges may pain me, but that they only draw me closer to the Lord!
But once again I will pick myself up and continue in my legacy! Bless my People, and they will prevail and overcome any trials and challenges, which come into their Life. We…are Angels..!
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