Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Courage

Courage, your word
Didn't come, it doesn't matter
Oh courage, my word

Didn't come, it doesn't matter
Courage, it couldn't come at a worse time


Well I’m getting in touch with the Gospels, and it helps to uplift me! It teaches me that I’m strong willed and that I’m fabulous! I realized that Kim has been through so much drama and yet she still stands in Victory!

Fuck Fauxy
Pussy ass Mafia
Her bitch ass beating boyfriend
Biggie cheating and marrying Faith
So on…


She’s a survivor! Do you how long it has been since I really enjoyed her Gospels?! I was once a Mormon and a Missionary. I though that it would make me happy? It didn’t… Instead He allowed me to realize after so long, that I truly was who I am now. I will always be this way…the ignorance of Fundamentalist Christianity may hurt my people… But eventually the Pure and Loving God will restore peace for Her gay children!!

Anyway, its spring and the Faerie’s allow me to realize that spring is a time of rejuvenation!


Fairy glitter sprinkles me dreams at night to let my unconscious know that I’m healing from my past scars from 2006 to 2007. I’ve been through so much hell and I held on to Her. She loves me…Her safety and her revelation to me, and caused me to heal and grow and mature with every day…passes.

Friday, April 11, 2008

Starlight..!

I was randomly watching the Young and the Restless, and Brett is still a hott as hell fuck. He's got a hot firm ass... He's also got a sexy tongue, I'd like to lick! I used to do gay porn and nude modeling back in the day!

Well I’m getting back in to the Gospel of Lil’Kim. Lately I’ve admired her music again, and I feel that I need that kind of advisory in my life. I have been really down lately, and it’s really hasn’t been funny. Notorious K.I.M. and Naked Truth are my albums. She’s a Prophetess, it seems like so many things she raps about, has come true.

Foxy is a coked out has been. Junior M.A.F.I.A. is now exposed as wanksta’s and pussies. Kim is Officially Miss. G.O.A.T. Well I’ll tell you why these two albums have touched me. They define me in so many ways, with my real-life problems.




“You ain't a star
And your record company know that
How you make all this money you just fart and blow it?”

Your fake ass ain’t fooling nobody. Who still stupid, ugly and bi!

“Everywhere I go red carpet
Gave the keys to valet tell 'em to park it
Then I jumps out the Azure, a Lil' Kim aura
Girls making faces like Ace Ventura”

You can’t handle that I’m glamorous and you’re trash.

“And girl, don't you hate when bitches be wit the friends
Dancin all wild
Bumpin you again and again
Yea I know That some real punk shit
Fuck that I ain't tryna hear that drunk shit
Bitches like that get stomped out
You know the rules, beat a bitch till she conk out”

Talking shit bitches, yet you’re quick to get fucked up and shut up!





“I'm "Bella" to that death and, don't ask why
Cause the "Mafia" is P-U-S-S-Y”

To busy calling me a fag, but you suckin’ dick and too pussy to be who you are!

“Crooklyn style, that's how we do it
Ill gangsters and ain't got to prove it”

Real is real, and I see you as a fake ass BITCH!!!!

“Man I FOUGHT tooth and NAIL to keep them PUNKS out of JAIL
But hoes wanna go to COURT 'til I pay them for they NAILS
Who you tryin to be? Man it couldn't be me
My man spent guap and bought me my Continental T
You spent your advance on your Continental T
I know you sick when you clean your RIMS you still see a Bee
And we see you a LIAR, tryin to DENY HER
Jackie O. proved you FAR from a FIGHTER
Comin at ME bitch you playin with FIRE”

Who the fuck you do you think you are, burying me when the truth ALWAYS comes out?!!! Truth is, you’re an evil dyke!


Tuesday, April 8, 2008

The wild life

This is the wild life
It's the wild life
Wild life
This is the wild life
No stone left unturned
Jump in the fire you're gonna get burned
You might lose your way
When you come out to play
The wild life
http://youtube.com/watch?v=SmR03VSjYhQ

I’m fine with people going along with the God is Dead movement! Why? Because religion has fucked up Godden beliefs, so that we don’t know what to believe. Fundamentalist Religion uses guilt and fear to keep people in their congregations… Jesus taught about love and acceptance, he never taught that unless you follow this or that religion that you will go to hell. EVERY religion does that.

Even Mormonism does that. They neutralize it by saying that only straight married couples will inherit the highest level of the Celestial Kingdom. If you don’t meet the requirements, then you are sent to a lesser degree of glory. Um…WHAT HEAVEN bans you to a lesser glory?! How could you even be happy under a lesser glory?!

I think that there is Truth out there, but you have to find it for yourself. You won’t find it in any religion. Religions have some truth, but only God knows ALL truth. Don’t believe any church which claims to be the whole and utter truth. You have a right to explore.

I’m Gnostic, but I’m not a practicing Gnostic. Meaning: I don’t go to church, join prayer circles or even join a newsletter. I explore life by taking a little here and there, as I see it as right. The only true Gnostic faith I believe is the most Essenic (ancient Jewish Gnostic) is Novus Spiritus:



Besides that MAN ARE HOTT!!!


Monday, April 7, 2008

Hott


I really admire Kim for being a street rat. The public wants to make it out like she was caught lying to a federal judge. Honest truth is that when evidence got to high, she confessed to lying about the Hot 97 Shootout. She was found guilty of purgery after she confessed, but her confession saved her from serving 30 years. Instead she was sentenced to a year and a day.

Incidentally, Madonna’s “Confessions” album came out that year. Funny huh? Anyway I know what it’s like to have your friends turn against you. I’ve been through a similar situation. I feel that Kim learned about honesty –regardless of her street cred-, who her real friends were and how Godly she truly is.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Religion…ain’t it a bitch!

Well…I decided to talk about religion, since hoes all around the world are saying shit! It seems like everyone fears Jesus coming down again, because all the wicked will burn to stubble. I don’t believe the bible to be literal. It’s metaphorical. It’s just like Adam & Eve.

According to this site, it was all metaphor-
http://www.crystalinks.com/adameve.html

Adam & Eve stems from Middle Eastern Folklore.

“It’s not easy being rich!” Okay, I’m going to give you some translations to the following verses which dogmatic/Fundamental Christianity teaches:

1 Peter 1:3 “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which according to his abundant mercy hath begotten us again unto a lively hope by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,”
Jesus giving some knowledge on how to be accepting to our neighbor.

1 Peter 1:25 “But the word of the Lord endureth for ever. And this is the word which by the gospel is preached unto you.”
Love everyone.

John 3:3-5 “Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.”
Wash you karma away.

“Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother's womb, and be born?”
I was already born.

“Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.”
Highly made up. You can tell by the poetic writing, that it was written from the Renaissance era.

Now religious factions teach that if you don’t follow their rules, then you will not make it to Heaven. Instead you will go to hell. The thing is, these factions also teach of a loving and caring God. How can a loving God condemn you to hell? In fact, why would a loving God create a Satan, which will bring you down to hell, if you don’t follow His and Her rules?

They use the bible to as a literal reference to show hate and bigotry to others. But if you read the bible, then you will realize that it’s full of contradictions, which were created by Religious Right. How can God be all-loving, and at the same time hate gay people?





Sylvia Browne has taught in her book Mother God, that God has a feminine side to it. Now, the feminine side, has nothing to do with being a woman. Mother is Pure Emotion while Father is Pure Intellect. We both have masculine (intellect) and feminine (emotion) sides to our brains. Emotion is our right side, while our left side is intellect. This has NOTHING to do with being a man or a woman.
Sylvia’s teachings are Gnotistic, of the Essene chapter.

Matthew 24:36 (NIV) "No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.
No one knows –except God- when we will all learn Christ’s teaching of love and acceptance.

Matthew 24:42-44 (NIV) "Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come. 43 But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into. 44 So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.
A repeat of verse 36.

I don’t believe in the Second Coming of Christ. It’s not literal. It’s meant to mean that in the latter days, that people will realize that God is Pure Love and NOT Vengeance, and that Jesus taught pure Emotion. His message was love your neighbor, as yourself. No strings attached such as homophobism, heterophobism, racism and other things which cause extreme hate…




If we took a holiday

Took some time to celebrate

Just one day out of life

It would be, it would be so nice

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Formal

I realize that Lil’Kim Zone is filled with Kim haterz. Kim is rising and doing too much work. She’s making great music, but these people are never satisfied. There are few true Kim fans on that page. I was one of them. Now that I’m off the board, I can finally enjoy Kim’s creativity without the evil and hatred.

BTW I watched two sex scenes from The Intern again… I watched the hot scene between Jonathan Vargas and Matt Cole. Cole has the hot butthole, when it came to the rimming scene. He is tan, and his hole is brown! Also, he as chubby cheeks, which got me hard as Jon smacked them! Jon is a great top. He was just riding Jason like a jockey!

I like Michael, and his sex scene was fun. I like that his body is toned, but very soft. This is a great film, and I suggest you buy or rent it! It’s at any major porn retail store.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Dedicated to Rupaul: The Queen Glam!!!

There is a place up the streetIt's a funky little place we can meetIt's my house built for love
From the kitchen to the basement, wall to wall

See that chair, I put it thereThe vibrations of love are everywhere
And when things are going crazyI'll be your shelter, baby
Keep you warm and
Keep you from the rain—hey, hey

Come a come, come a come on in
Come a come on in
Come a come, come a come on in (house of love)

Although I'm against sex or anything of that kind between teens and adults, it doesn't mean that I don't love a good sex scandal. Especially when it involves gay/bi men on the Down Low. The thing is, our culture is very hypocritical when it comes to Politicians getting caught in the act of pedophilia etc. The truth is, MOST Politicians take drugs and do unspeakable sex antics.

Incidentally, Mark looks like my Acting teacI don't judge these two persons. Draw your own conclusions take care.

Well here is the IM that got Mark (Foley) busted as a sexer:
(this is also in dedication -not that she's dead- of Vanna)

Dar(7:25:14 PM): hey

Auto response from D-Rick (7:25:14 PM): scrounging for food...brb

Dar(7:25:25 PM): ok

Dar(7:25:35 PM): kep scrounging

D-Rick (7:31:51 PM): boo

Dar(7:32:13 PM): bo dude

D-Rick (7:32:17 PM): lol

D-Rick (7:32:26 PM): whered ya go this afternoon

Dar(7:33:39 PM): i am in pensecola...had to catch a plane

D-Rick (7:33:47 PM): oh well thats fun

Dar(7:34:04 PM): indeed

D-Rick (7:34:14 PM): what are you doing in pensecola

Dar(7:34:21 PM): now in my hotel room

D-Rick (7:34:39 PM): well ..like why did you go there

Dar(7:35:02 PM): for the campaign

D-Rick (7:35:29 PM): have you officialy announced yt

Dar(7:35:45 PM): not yet

D-Rick (7:36:06 PM): cool cool...

Dar(7:37:27 PM): how my favorite young stud doing

D-Rick (7:37:46 PM): tired and sore

D-Rick (7:37:52 PM): i didnt no waltzing could make you sore

Dar(7:38:04 PM): from what

D-Rick (7:38:34 PM): what do you mean from what

D-Rick (7:38:42 PM): from waltzing...im sore from waltzing

Dar(7:39:32 PM): you need a massage

Darsigned off at 7:39:37 PM.

Darsigned on at 7:40:35 PM.

D-Rick (7:40:44 PM): got kicked off?

Dar(7:41:24 PM): must have

D-Rick (7:41:57 PM): ugh tomorrow i have the first day of lacrosse practice

Dar(7:42:27 PM): love to watch that

Dar(7:42:33 PM): those great legs running

D-Rick (7:42:38 PM): haha...they arent great

D-Rick (7:42:45 PM): thats why we have conditioning

D-Rick (7:42:56 PM): 2 days running....3 days lifting

D-Rick (7:43:11 PM): every week

D-Rick (7:43:14 PM): until the end of march

Dar(7:43:27 PM): well dont ruin my mental picture

D-Rick (7:43:32 PM): oh lol...sorry

Dar(7:43:54 PM): nice

Dar(7:43:54 PM): youll be way hot then

D-Rick (7:44:01 PM): haha...hopefully

Dar(7:44:22 PM): better be

Dar(7:46:01 PM): well I better let you go do oyur thing

D-Rick (7:46:07 PM): oh ok

D-Rick (7:46:11 PM): have fun campaigning

D-Rick (7:46:17 PM): or however you spell it

D-Rick (7:46:18 PM): lol

D-Rick (7:46:25 PM): ill see ya in a couple of weeks

D-Rick (7:46:38 PM): lol no

D-Rick (7:46:40 PM): im single right now

D-Rick (7:46:57 PM): my last gf and i broke up a few weeks agi

Dar(7:47:11 PM): are you

Dar(7:47:11 PM): good so your getting horny

D-Rick (7:47:29 PM): lol...a bit

Dar(7:48:00 PM): did you spank it this weekend yourself

D-Rick (7:48:04 PM): no

D-Rick (7:48:16 PM): been too tired and too busy

Dar(7:48:33 PM): wow...

Dar(7:48:34 PM): i am never to busy haha

D-Rick (7:48:51 PM): haha

Dar(7:50:02 PM): or tired..helps me sleep

D-Rick (7:50:15 PM): thats true

D-Rick (7:50:36 PM): havent been having a problem with sleep though.. i just walk in the door and collapse well at least this weekend

Dar(7:50:56 PM): i am sure

D-Rick (7:50:57 PM): i dont do it very often normally though

Dar(7:51:11 PM): why not

Dar(7:51:22 PM): at your age seems like it would be daily

D-Rick (7:51:57 PM): not me

D-Rick (7:52:01 PM): im not a horn dog

D-Rick (7:52:07 PM): maybe 2 or 3 times a week

Dar(7:52:20 PM): thats a good number

Dar(7:52:27 PM): in the shower

D-Rick (7:52:42 PM): just cause i shower in the morning

D-Rick (7:52:47 PM): and quickly

Dar(7:52:50 PM): in the bed

D-Rick (7:52:59 PM): i get up at 530 and am outta the house by 610

D-Rick (7:53:03 PM): eh ya

Dar(7:53:24 PM): on your back

D-Rick (7:53:30 PM): no face down

Dar(7:53:32 PM): love details

D-Rick (7:53:34 PM): lol

D-Rick (7:53:36 PM): i see that

D-Rick (7:53:37 PM): lol

Dar(7:53:39 PM): really

Dar(7:53:54 PM): do you really do it face down

D-Rick (7:54:03 PM): ya

Dar(7:54:13 PM): kneeling

D-Rick (7:54:31 PM): well i dont use my hand...i use the bed itself

Dar(7:54:31 PM): where do you unload it

D-Rick (7:54:36 PM): towel

Dar(7:54:43 PM): really

Dar(7:55:02 PM): completely naked?

D-Rick (7:55:12 PM): well ya

Dar(7:55:21 PM): very nice

D-Rick (7:55:24 PM): lol

Dar(7:55:51 PM): cute butt bouncing in the air

D-Rick (7:56:00 PM): haha

well ive never watched myself
D-Rick (7:56:08 PM): but ya i guess

Dar(7:56:18 PM): i am sure not

Dar(7:56:22 PM): hmmm

Dar(7:56:30 PM): great visual

Dar(7:56:39 PM): i may try that

D-Rick (7:56:43 PM): it works

Dar(7:56:51 PM): hmm

Dar(7:56:57 PM): sound inetersting

Dar(7:57:05 PM): i always use lotion and the hand

Dar(7:57:10 PM): but who knows

D-Rick (7:57:24 PM): i dont use lotion...takes too much time to clean up

D-Rick (7:57:37 PM): with a towel you can just wipe off....and go

Dar(7:57:38 PM): lol

Dar(7:57:45 PM): where do you throw the towel

D-Rick (7:57:48 PM): but you cant work it too hard....or its not good

D-Rick (7:57:51 PM): in the laundry

Dar(7:58:16 PM): just kinda slow rubbing

D-Rick (7:58:23 PM): ya....

D-Rick (7:58:32 PM): or youll rub yourslef raw

Dar(7:58:37 PM): well I have aa totally stiff wood now

D-Rick (7:58:40 PM): cause the towell isnt very soft

Dar(7:58:44 PM): i bet..taht would hurt

D-Rick (7:58:50 PM): but you cn find something softer than a towell i guess

Dar(7:58:59 PM): but it must feel great spirting on the towel

D-Rick (7:59:06 PM): ya

Dar(7:59:29 PM): wow

Dar(7:59:48 PM): is your little guy limp...or growing

D-Rick (7:59:54 PM): eh growing

Dar(8:00:00 PM): hmm

Dar(8:00:12 PM): so you got a stiff one now
D-Rick (8:00:19 PM): not that fast

D-Rick (8:00:20 PM): hey

D-Rick (8:00:32 PM): so you have a fetich

Dar(8:00:32 PM): hey what

D-Rick (8:00:40 PM): fetish**

Dar(8:00:43 PM): like

Dar(8:00:53 PM): i like steamroom

Dar(8:01:04 PM): whats yours

D-Rick (8:01:09 PM): its kinda weird

D-Rick (8:01:14 PM): lol

Dar(8:01:21 PM): i am hard as a rock..so tell me when your reaches rock

D-Rick (8:01:23 PM): i have a cast fetish

Dar(8:01:27 PM): well tell me

Dar(8:01:32 PM): cast
D-Rick (8:01:44 PM): ya like...plaster cast

Dar(8:01:49 PM): ok..so what happens

Dar(8:01:58 PM): how does that turn you in

D-Rick (8:02:02 PM): i dont know

D-Rick (8:02:04 PM): it just does

D-Rick (8:02:08 PM): ive never had one

D-Rick (8:02:16 PM): but people that have them turn me on

D-Rick (8:02:27 PM): and if i had one it would probably turn me on

D-Rick (8:02:29 PM): beats me

D-Rick (8:02:32 PM): its kinda weird

D-Rick (8:02:50 PM): but along with that i like the whole catholic girl look....thats our schools uniform

Dar(8:03:02 PM): ha thats wild

D-Rick (8:03:14 PM): ya but now im hard

Dar(8:03:32 PM): me 2

Dar(8:03:42 PM): cast got you going

Dar(8:03:47 PM): what you wearing

D-Rick (8:04:04 PM): normal clothes

D-Rick (8:04:09 PM): tshirt and shorts

Dar(8:04:17 PM): um so a big buldge

D-Rick (8:04:35 PM): ya

Dar(8:04:45 PM): um

Dar(8:04:58 PM): love to slip them off of you

D-Rick (8:05:08 PM): haha

Dar(8:05:53 PM): and gram the one eyed snake

Dar(8:06:13 PM): grab

D-Rick (8:06:53 PM): not tonight...dont get to excited

Dar(8:07:12 PM): well your hard

D-Rick (8:07:45 PM): that is true

Dar(8:08:03 PM): and a little horny

D-Rick (8:08:11 PM): and also tru

Dar(8:08:31 PM): get a ruler and measure it for me

D-Rick (8:08:38 PM): ive already told you that

Dar(8:08:47 PM): tell me again

D-Rick (8:08:49 PM): 7 and ½

Dar(8:09:04 PM): ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Dar(8:09:08 PM): beautiful

D-Rick (8:09:38 PM): lol

Dar(8:09:44 PM): thats a great size

D-Rick (8:10:00 PM): thank you

Dar(8:10:22 PM): still stiff

D-Rick (8:10:28 PM): ya

Dar(8:10:40 PM): take it out

D-Rick (8:10:54 PM): brb...my mom is yelling

Dar(8:11:06 PM): ok

D-Rick (8:14:02 PM): back

Dar(8:14:37 PM): cool hope se didnt see any thing

D-Rick (8:14:54 PM): no no

D-Rick (8:14:59 PM): she is computer dumb though

D-Rick (8:15:01 PM): it makes me so mad

Dar(8:15:04 PM): good

Dar(8:15:08 PM): haha

Dar(8:15:11 PM): why

D-Rick (8:15:23 PM): cause she cant do anything

Dar(8:15:31 PM): oh well

D-Rick (8:15:41 PM): she couldnt figure out how to download a file from an email and

Dar(8:15:53 PM): haha

D-Rick (8:16:14 PM): and she only does it like a million times a day

D-Rick (8:16:16 PM): oh well

D-Rick (8:16:18 PM): whatever

D-Rick (8:16:53 PM): well i better go finish my hw...i just found out from a friend that i have to finish reading and notating a book for AP english

If D-Rick was over 18, then I'd think this chat was hawtt!

This following song and performance is dedicated to him.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAZ5JHOvkd4
Peanut.